Its been a very long time since i posted anything... so thought i will reopen my "blog eyes" today. I have been studying or working for the last 20yrs continuously. I hardly remember times when i had more than a month of holidays. I wonder wat i have done till now for myself. I have been a decent scorer in academics. I have a good reputation even today in the company for which i worked for 2yrs before joining MBA. I have done well in MBA academically.. Is it all what we live for?? I feel reading people is more interesting and useful than reading books. I have known and read many people in my life (good, bad and ugly.. all sorts).. This is wat i consider a gr8 experience than any other thing that i have done till now. I study to get a job.. I will work to have a good life.. I will have a good life to ensure my family is secure.. I secure my family to reduce risk.. I reduce risk to increase happiness.. I increase happiness to enjoy life.. I want to enjoy life so that i dont regret during the last yrs of my life.. So wats life?? Is it jus a preparation to the end of our life?

FitTiNG

you know.. this is one of the besht word we formed in our college life.. everything is fitting for us. girl friend.. cigaratte.. anything for that matter... We dont go to meet our girlfirends.. we go to meet our fitting. we dont convince our parents for a night show... we do fitting.. any word can be accomodated with the word "fitting". One thing which changed my life is this - fitting. "The Goal" is a book which taught me a lot. It says if u keep accumulating in the botleneck of your process your whole process is affected. I did exactly the same in my life. I accumulated everything for the future.. It affected my life directly. This was my BIG MISTAKE. I never told anything to anyone.. i dont know y.. I had some silly feelings... sorry pheelings - thats how we talk. I lost contact with all my friends.. i mean ALL my friends.. this was the worsht (adding 'h' in best and worst is part of our slang) part of my friendship life and also my fitting life.. It all seems to come back and go again... None of my friends are at fault as i said this was MY big mistake. Im still at the bottle neck.. trying to figure out wat happened and why.. I wish i can go back to the past and start everything all over again..